pruple skies.

somewhat peculiar,

kinda familiar

same salty tears

things unclear to her

the sky just turned purple

words no longer make sense

shattered mirror glass on the floor

looking for her misplaced confidence

sounds no longer exist

heart doesnt beat.

wants to leave this crazy place

but cant move her feet.

stuck in the present

tormented by the past

wants the sweet fruits of the future

but to her good things never last.

its raining upside down

looks around and feels lost

she's choking on her words,

and drowing in her thoughts

she prays,

mind strays

and her thoughts become unclear,

she wants,

she needs,

to be everywhere but here.

she runs,

cant escape,

the pain that she feels,

its coming,

its chasing,

bringing back her fears.

she cries,

she denies,

this moment of truth

its here,

as she feared,

the taking away of her youth..

her heart.

her soul,

stolen by the enemy

love.

pain to familiar,

has finally defeated me.

long day, short story.

the minutes go by,

ice melts in my cup.

time makes my mind go wild

taking my thoughts, assumptions & begins to compile

reasons, exscuses, & and alibi

for the reason why.

my phone aint rang in a while.

happy anniversary to me, myself, & I.

rambling.

Bad night?

Sounds right.

Chains of events,

unfriendly suspense

the future depends,

on the way this conversation ends.

Nah, actually it doesnt.

Im a drama queen maybe,

my downfall..

can you save me?

We'll see.

Possibly.

Is it me?

Now Im ramblin

Cause with this love,

Im gamblin

My heart are dice

& my soul is at stake

yours to take.

Im scared of fate

shouldn't be that way

Im sure i didnt make a mistake

But if thats the case..

Why do i feel this way.

verge of heartbreak?

Nah, maybe thats just my take.

I guess Im just not thinking straight

Damn..I got a headache.

busy body.

poem history:

woke up & had these first three lines stuck in my head..basically went from there.

Enjoy.

Excuse me sir,
I was wondering if you had the time to..
Oh, you're busy?
Well I guess that fine but,
I was just wondering if me and you could spend some time, together?
Talk about forever?
Only when you get the chance however.
which could possibly be never.
I understand though..
But I was hoping I had the chance to
Get some one on one time.
You know, me and you?
Oh, whats that you say? You cant?
Well yeah that's cool.
Some other time maybe,
I'll call you later or something
Only to hear an endless phone line
Which leads me to your voicemail
I guess only time will tell me
When I will have the chance where it can just be you..
And me.
Mister Busy Body
Lost in the world of countless activities
Seeing the things he wants to see,
But..
Do you see me?
I guess, If you have time, maybe,
You'll schedule me into your avaliability
but that sounds a little crazy if you ask me
Because my schedule is always free..
When it comes to you and me..
We, actually.
But uh, like you said,
Maybe some other time.
But,
What if time ends.....