Friday, March 12, 2010

seaons of a shining star.

a wise woman once told me
"it was in your eyes"
but what did she see?
the happiness?
or the hurt and the lies..
after a while, you learn how to cry,
without tears.
you learn how to deal with days,
that turn in to years,
that turn into seasons.
of hurt and depression.
forget the recession,
cause you don't leave the house anyways.
cause your in the daze
cause of this thing called love
What was sent to you from up above.
or possibly below..
It could sleet, rain, freeze, or snow
but you wouldn't know
cause your still blinded by your star
your shining start that has ran out of light
and all that remains in a black piece of coal.
but you refuse to see the sight of
your good thing going bad
your happiness turning into something sad
which eventually turns into something bad
which later turns into something you wish you had
because that star, left you and went to another galaxy.

shitt. idk how to end this. ima just leave it at that.

Stranger.

I saw you today..
But i wasn't quite sure who you were
I though I saw a familiar glimmer in your eyes
But it faded rather quickly.
Maybe it was just me, and i imagined it was there
I swear I know you, from some time, somewhere..
But the blank stare you give me, convinces that I'm wrong
So i keep moving on, forward.
But I cant help to look back
To stare at a face that looks so familiar
And I find it rather peculiar
That I have no idea who you are.
I have no memories, or recollection of who you could be
Or what you meant to me
Or why this is even so important to me,
I find it quite interesting..
That your presence is haunting me
As if you and me use to be in a past life or something.
Silly me, foolish, and simple ol' me
I think too much about too many silly things
About this stranger who I've never seen
Who has some type of weird hold on me.
Who keeps bringing back the familiar feeling that I don't need
So on that note, i drift away from my silly day dreams.
And realize why I no longer talk to strangers